I am a new creation,
The old has gone,
So tell me
How is it that
The new has come
to this?
This jaded
half-faded,
Apathy-invaded,
Husk of what was to come?
Had the old,
Really gone,
Or was I one
Who failed,
Having fled,
To run.
Shod in lead
Should I have been
Shot in the head?
I'm running like a dead man walking,
And evil crouches at the door,
stalking
Whom it may devour,
Cometh the dead,
Cometh the hour.
The Old was gone
and done away,
Yet done
With roots left
gaining sway.
They should have drowned with me that day
But the good ground
Gave up its goods to play
And the danger
Became the disaster
But sin shall no longer be your master.
So how did the new
Come to this?
I was caught
In the thickest thicket
Entangled easily
I took the ticket
Struck the leg
Before the wicket
Dismissed myself
Before I hit it.
Sin was deeper
Than I'd admitted,
And just one degree off course,
Means you'll never find true North.
No I did not die
Entirely,
I gave the lie
to being free,
The new had come,
But had it come for me?
The old man came back round,
My race did not get off the ground.
Good soil can start again
It's been long-fallow
Now it needs the rain,
And I've sown in tears
and soaked in pain,
But this night
has not been in vain,
And the joy will come
all the same.
As the New is birthed
Through the death of Old,
Now is the time
to drown it's hold,
Hold it down
for a Crown, not of Gold
But vernix and blood
And helplessness,
Oh God, I die,
For your Righteousness
Oh Christ, I cry,
For you.
I am helpless apart from you.